Snow is not white always.

Snow is not white always.

Why I have to travel for ages just to realized that I am the One despite the fact that I am from one, rather I am the one?

Many life has many faces. Every time I have been given a new mask, pretending to be a new face, to play differently in different situations.  They say, something is eternal and remains unchanged forever.

When I am  unchanged, I do not exist, I am void, not even zero. But its too short for ages and I am still continuing. I have been asking this for the one to exists only.

I remember only this when I am here. Hereafter, where to go, seeking the answer.

My love will, perhaps, be always me and free. This could be fictious but not dishonest.

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Soul – The Fourth Dimension

Slowly it’s getting clear to me that time is not the fourth dimension as it appear in literature.

Time seem to me a hypothetical creation of human mind or say its an illusion, or if someone believe it to happen, then its a constant.

This is, our mind, that is running, not the time. For our own comfort in various activities that we are engaged in, we have created time.

If someone believe in soul then I will say the soul is a fourth dimension. To me, space and soul are contemporary entities. Time is a creation of human mind that has no existence.

All the fourth dimensions can’t be destroyed nor can be created. They are eternal entities.

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Just another way

Illusion or Reality

The truth that was is no more true.

The truth that will, is neither true.

THIS is only true, and beyond all are just illusions.

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For myself that you know already

1. I do not want to regret later that if life would have been even an inch longer then I would have climbed up of my ego.

2. Races are NOT Borne. They are BUILT.

O Zero! Be a medium for a wise Race.

3. The countless has a beginning too.

4. Never Give a Negative Feedback to Anyone!

5. In the beginning, we agreed to not disagree.

Later, we disagreed to agree.

At the end, we agreed to stay disagree.

6. Be a good receiver of the knowledge.

7.  Not necessarily in knowledge only, Grow in wisdom as well.

8. Words are very important. Make it Meaningful.

9. Don’t copy weaknesses.

10. Unspoken words are more important, Use them Consciously.

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Girl-friend – Absurd but abstract

Girl-friends are living entity of whom you can hold the hand in public and bang her in private, no matter where and when.

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These faces appear in many facets of life. Sometimes in the name of hope, in the name of expectations, in the name of possibilities, in the name of linkage….they ruin, break, again adhere and then break, repeat until they completely sabotage the trust. God knows why such creations exist.

In the dark they become violent, in the light they roam like saints. On seeing someone innocent, they feel jealous. Finding a child they start cheating. Often they don’t appear, preferred to be masked and attack on finding opportunities.

No mercy lies in their ruthless hearts. They can go on any extent to dismantle the enemies they consider. There lies no friends in them. They are…God knows what to say them.

Sometime they appear as troops, negotiator, protector, pretend as if they are the rules. Like to hold powers, run factories of alliances, give pieces of bread to lure for profit oriented partnership. They supply arms and ammunition in the name of protection. God knows what they are protecting, their power, economy or something else.

Yes they appear in many faces. Sometimes as a religious leader they promote riots, demolish city by city, change the fate of many generations, alter the face of the society. And then they will call this ‘God’s Will’. In name of sacrifices they raping, yes they are raping not only the human race but the life itself. And yet, they will not feel ashamed on smiling on their wealth.

The purely animalistic actions and reactions are not accidental but is a fruit of evil’s plans. They have no emotions for the carrying mothers neither on new born or little children. Oh God!! how? how come they are like..No words..

Even hundred of prostitutes are better than a single slut. At least they have honesty with their customers. But these super-sluttish have destroyed the face and fate of the society, bargained the life to fulfill their unaccountable ambitions for power, wealth, land, water, air and the name is endless.

They are called faces – the ugly, the sluttish and the animalistic.

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मेरे मानस पटल पर एक प्रसंग की छाप इस कदर गहरी है कि भुलाये नहीं भूलती. एक या दो वर्ष पूर्व की बात है, मैं गृहनगर गया हुआ था छुट्टियाँ मनाने. इसी दौरान मेरी ही हम-उम्र का मेरा एक फुफेरा भाई आ गया अपनी पत्नी और लगभग दो-ढाई साल के एक पुत्र के साथ. हमउम्र होने के कारण हम दोनों भाइयों में मित्रभाव सा सम्बन्ध था. वे लोग हमारे यहाँ दो दिन रुके थे. मैं यदा-कदा बच्चे के साथ खेला करता था. अन्य बालकों की तरह वह बालक भी बड़ा नटखट था. लेकिन, यहाँ यह कहना मिथ्या होगी कि इतनी जल्दी हम दोनों एक दुसरे से पूरी तरह हिलमिल गए थे. अन्य बालकों के समान वह बालक भी दूध पीने में अपनी माँ को सताया करता था या यूँ कहें कि माँ को छटी का दूध याद दिला देता था.

वह फिर नहीं माना जब एक रात सोने से पहले उसकी माँ ने दूध पिलाने के लिए उसे डांटने, पुचकारने और उसके पीछे पीछे भागने लगी. अंत में वह हतास हो गयी और उन्हें इस बात की चिंता सताने लगी कि अगर दूध नहीं पिया तो उसके बच्चे का विकास अच्छी तरह से नहीं हो पायेगा और ना जाने क्या-क्या जो केवल एक माँ का ह्रदय ही जान और समझ सकता है. तभी किसी ने कहा है कि जननी जन्मभूमि स्वर्गादपि गरीयसी! माँ कि यह अवस्था देख कर सहसा ही मेरा मन मातृभाव के प्रति नतमस्तक और उस ममता कि मूर्ति को दुखी देख दुखित हो गया. मैंने तत्काल ही अपनी उम्र का त्याग कर स्वयं को  बाल्यावस्था में ढालने का सफल प्रयास किया. मैंने अपनी बालसुलभ परन्तु उस अबोध व हठी बालक के लिए पूर्णतः अनजान युक्ति से उसे सहस ही दूध पीने के लिए उत्साहित कर दिया. उसने धीरे धीरे हि सही पर पूरा गिलास दूध पी गया. इस कृत्य की मैंने प्रातः काल भी पुनरावृत्ति की. यह देख उसकी माता ने आश्चर्यपुल्कित हो मुझसे कहा कि “पूरे गिलास का दूध तो इसने आज तक मेरे हाथ या घर में किसी से भी कभी नहीं पीया है. यह आश्चर्य कि बात है कि यह आप के हाथों से पूरा गिलास दूध पी गया. इसने तनिक भी ना-नुकुर नहीं की जबकि आप इससे पहली बार मिले हो.” प्रतिउत्तर में मैंने उनसे बस इतना कहा कि बच्चे के साथ बच्चा बनना पड़ता है. उस घटना की याद और एहसास अब तक मेरे जेहन में घर की हुई है. माता के उस वाक्य ने उसी क्षण दो विपरीत भावों को लगभग एक साथ मेरे अंतर्मन में जन्म दिया.

क्या आप बता सकते हैं कि एक समय में वे कौन से दो विपरीत भावो ने जन्म लिया होगा?


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